rant # 090205

ugh, just realise that my backpack is full of rubbishs (everything seems to be there, not that they r really full of ready-to-be-thrown-away rubbishs!), that's why it's a bit heavy. inside, got (let me check.. it's going to be boring.. bear the consequence), my lunch box, chips for sharing, lecture notes (why o why, it takes efforts to study God's words, just want them to be handy of reach when feel like reading them anytime, am excited of the subject offered this semester -Knowing God, touching the subject of doctrines, nah! seeing a couple more ipc-ers attending the class, got to be thankful for tat), un-opened/open letters (or bills to be exact), shirt for trow (am staying over at sis' place tonight), this morning just bought personal hyigene cares (an urgent pack, and styling wet-look gel, need it for my sleek silky straight fringe, otherwise looks dumb), plus accessories (important ones).. ah my not so-cool fm radio player (am broke, can't afford to buy a cool one, am not tat into looking cool, but aunty mavis told tat i've already looked cool to her, not sure what she really meant by then, rose might understand, since she was there when aunty mavis said tat, ehm.. hAhA! o mimien said tat as well, but am certain tat she must mean am rather a dead-walking body who's way far too un-impressive toward her, who can beat her, she's too sanguine for me, she sucks up all my energy, all that's left for me is to enjoy her presence, n let my energy be sucked up by her, helpless n pathetic =) so much about my backpack..

got on the express bus tis morning, was trying to find out whether it'll be more time efficient to travel via express bus on the way to workplace, but didn't think so, it is, if it's way back home. ah, always like walking down martin pl, has an attachment to this road, funny, it's busy (rush hours), full of ppl n urban camouflages, with buildings surround, hectic might be a more appropriate term for some, perhaps i just enjoy the flow of the ppl walking up and down the wide road, unknowingly their destinations, sometimes there is also the sound of guitars playing, more than often, ppl sitting on the bench, doing nothing, watching others un-avoidably, reading books, taking pictures, etc

almost daily, while walking toward bus stop from home, meet tis same high school girl, looking at each other, and then almost reaching office, meeting tis young lady who's always wearing stripes shirt (remember, meet her almost daily!), must be the obsessive compulsive behaviour that made her buying stripes shirts!

btw, tis morning, received a mass email from manager, rather cute, with a title of 'Where Am I', he was working from home till noon where he'd come for the team meeting, so he informed.
o well, it's mid of the week already!