contemplating a career.. hmn

don't worry, am not that pissed off.. not yet, it's only an acclamation =)
nor is it a repressive kind of expression, huh, when is repression an expression?!?
damn, just laugh it off, since i don't understand as well.. (hAhA!)

a chick has got to dream a dream somehow.. to sleep things off, so, here it is.

if only i could choose what i want to be, and thing does happen, what do you want me to be?
i mean.. what would i love to be? thinking.. thinking.. perhaps.. a low-profile freelance artist who could support myself and loved ones through my creativity in these few areas: writings, photography, musics, plus a singer as well, or.. maybe a social worker who's also a psychologist, and happened to be pet lovers as well, kids.. yes kids before pets, then ordinary people like me (haven't identified myself with these yet so far, who knows, only some wish lists, it's a new year, right!?!).. and a christian as well! whatever i'm..

happy new year, peeps.. wish you well next year, God loves you.. and so do i =)
(from the bottom of my heart, as long as you don't piss me off! you promised me..)

ok, stop it! admit i didn't get enough sleep last nite, it was 3 am when i got home..