split second

almost missed last night's evening class if not for a split second decision was forcing myself to make no further excuses on skipping one. one reason may be valid (plus other make-up ones, getting good at them, j/k =), a bit fatique physically, yet still very much bearable, nothing compared with the loss if had been skipping one that covered a great lenght of John 14-17 passage. it was pretty good a covering and explanation. relieved for not submitting to 'evil' excuses. guess there should be a whole lot more of juggling between decisions and compromisings that needing fixings in the future, shouldn't give up to the flesh!