nevermind not yet understanding

i'm spending some time during this holiday looking at 2 Tim for bible study next year. even though it has been enjoyable and beneficial to dig into the text, it has been a real s.l.o.w one in progress. i feel that at times, i still miss seeing the big idea or other important points. a few times, even after reading through and through, my mind just froze there, and i would try a different exercise for the same or other passage, something similar to solving the puzzle pieces that i am less familiar with. nevertheless, repetition helps with much of the exercise. i suppose i have all the helps i could get. for one, the Spirit will reveal, besides having some handy materials to start with from the internal training around two weeks ago.