code blue

this is a rather tough week, mainly physically, but emotionally as well. i think when one is not up to speed, the other aspects of your life sometimes get dragged along. that's life. and it's fine. one step at a time. it's called reality. and i'm totally ok. (i do sigh a bit from time to time, a normal human being, but God's providence is awesome, one reason not to let things suck the hell out of me).

monday - work got on its head. a little drama along the way which didn't really make me lose my cool. it wasn't the work itself which was out of the control, rather dealing with the people that you need to work along with. by the end of the day, problem was solved, and off i went. the bus was crawling halfway through. it was 6 pm, and i received an sms. the driving appt was cancelled. i totally forgot about it! it was in my calender. i still remembered it during the morning, but it got buried down my mind once i had to do a few things during the day. i couldn't have made it but it was simply taken care of just like that.

tuesday - a long day. i took a day off. spent half a day with other church members trying to welcome new indo students during the o-week and invite them to consider churching. it was a time well-spent. then evening class followed, and i soldiered on, and finally got home by 10.30 pm. tiring but the assignment got returned that night, with a little excitement.

wednesday - a long day. work was a bit unusual. after hours, went with a few workmates to have the half-price mussels at the belgian beer cafe. didn't really enjoy the convos for some reasons. rather tired as well. on the way home, missed one bus since it was over-crowded, finally got home by 11 pm.

thursday - two late nights in a row (plus a few unfolding dramas) upset me physically. had a quick chat with a colleague, ending up losing my cool a bit, though controlled. tough. and sad.

tomorrow and weekend - hopefully a good rest. reflect, recharge, re-focus, bring what may. a couple of things in mind. (and hopefully can spend time praying properly, letting my guts out).

ps. i suppose it's just clean to use a color coding subject, when i'm a little clueless of what title to use to capture the overall content and tone of a post.