i threw part of my meats away during lunch, hiks!

i'm thinking that i might just give up on meats slowly and painlessly. and for the records, i never delight in enjoying beefs since my younger years. i just think that they really smell, and eating them always gives a hard time for my throat to swallow them through. if they are cooked in a way that disguises the smell, i can still stand them, only when they are pretty raw in smell do they pose such a yuck factor for my brain, kinda pukey.. as for chickens, lately i find them boring, simply said i don't enjoy meat as much as i did when i did find them ok. pork is by far the most edible for my stomach, but i guess the consumption will be less than usual in the future, though i don't intend to be a vegetarian at all, i won't give up on seafoods, off course.