so, where should i start?

i bet no where.. (since haven't been anywhere up now, ffuih, reckon need to be a bit more spontaneous person than i'm). have to admit tho tat feeling a bit 'liberated' recently, big word, not even sure how to define it properly, but guess the past had lessons to teach, and present is a constant challenge to always rely on God.

obviously lost track on the daily accounts keeping part, as if ppl are interested, just not tat much perhaps, but think tat this sort of stuffs won't be posted as frequently anymore (due to increasing potential hazard of indirect 'stalking' activities of some planet no-where misunderstood peeps, nah! kidding, too hard to digest). more interested in following other people's, some commenting (even simple one, like aHAHAHAHA! it's a sign of spontaneity, heh?!), writing amateur poems (a.k.a speaking in 'tounges'), posting pics, what else, things that matter more than just revolving on the daily accounts of my life. two things for sure, firstly, wish to be better at sharing life to some who matter simply on the basis of having more opportunity to be in contact with them, rather than just toward a bunch of indirectly un-targeted 'victims' who just observe your life from afar, no, am not saying tat posting re your life in blogs is utterly useless (for all sake, be creative, entertain people, but be realistic as well, not just drawing attention, hehhe), just then don't have the luxury of having tat much time to spend on keeping things neatly to be told so often. secondly, the possibility in seeing the 'first' happening is greater when being involved with others (am being repetitive here), rather than just a passive observation from afar in writing. hopefully i won't limit previous sentences to mean tat am licensing ppl to be less open, but again, is there a place for public 'confession' when others are just perhaps couldn't care less of one another? wouldn't it be better to spend the extra efforts toward those who matter? all in all, any humans are limited creatures, but God works through the weaknesses of people for His glory sake.

p.s. oh yeah, forget to tell, also interested in posting thoughts that come to mind like above, but will try to keep things short and sweet in the future.